I hate people who talk shit and I hate people who point my fairs out. Sure. Tell me once, tell me twice, but you don't have to keep repeating it right? I get the bloody point already!
You keep repeating the same old points over and over again! I ge it that I'm childish already okay! I just can't bear to send you off. Too lazy! Whatever! But does it really matter? You're the bloody boyfriend here!? So why can't you act like one?!
You're attention seeking and you think too highly of yourself! You don't really care about me and you won't even do simple things like get me a cup of water when i'm at your house! And even if you do, before I can drink it, you're already half done with the drink! Wth right? You know why i don't tell you stuff like that?! Cos I don't wanna hurt you. I actually care to spare a thought for you!
When I keep quiet it's not cos I don't have anything to say to you, I have loads! I just don't wanna end up hurting your feelings. Bit who gives a shit about mine hmm? Not you.
I've had it being quiet! You don't do shit for me. Don't bother with the excuses cos you know it's true. I'm pissed and annoyed cos I'm supposed to be the girl here but yet I feel like I'm the guy!
Girls like to feel loved by their boyfriends who will shower them with loads of attention. They like to feel like they are first place even though you place them second or even third. And when they say 'nothing's wrong' don't you know that something is bugging the shit out of them?! No right? Argh.
i LOVE my china trip! even though it was freezing like shit (!!) and we did have some family quarrels and stuff but overall, it was AWESOMEEEE. 'cos we had
1) GOOD FOOD (Yumzzzz!) 2) BEAUTIFUL and WARM places to stay at (first night at St. Regis and there forth at Grand Hyatt) 3) BEST COMPANY one can ask for. i know i haven't updated since... BUT i am planning to do one that will sum up my whole (rather boring) holidays! but before that, here's to show i'll be busy this week! hehh.
Monday, TODAY (since it's already 2 plus in the morning), off to docs to collect my medicine then meeting mel and cheryl for breakfast at the market then heading to mel's house to make our own DIY bean sprout husks pillow! got the details from this site [link]
Tuesday, off to the dentists for my WISDOM TOOTH EXTRACTION. I'm so bloody smart that i've gotta get them out! Yay me! (dentists says it's gonna hurt me bad.. )
Wednesday-Friday, Touch Rugby Chalet! CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS! it's gonna be BALLS of fun! literally.
Saturday, an evening out with my two awesomeeee friends! Ashlyn and Jo! can't wait to see them after soooo long! we're forcing ashlyn to re-watch Sherlock Holmes. Nobody asked her to download it and watch it herself! hahaha.
i know some of you don't wanna know my schedule but I WANNA POST THEM FOR EVERYONE TO SEE! so.deal with it!
i couldn't help it! i just HAD to camwhore a little. hehhh.
Ahwells! better sleep if not i won't be able to wake up tomorrow!
so it's nearly 5am. yes.. i spent the night on the computer! YAY ME.
<------- this DEFINITELY shows me enthusiasm doesn't it?
from just watching my shows to.. well.. reading my long forsaken subscriptions on xanga. you know, it's SO weird that i can't seem to sit down and read a book for more than 5 minutes or hold a magazine like TIMES or FORTUNE for more than a minute! YET, i can stay on the computer to read my longgggg list of subscriptions for hours and hours.
this is what my dad calls, an ADDICTION.
and i agree. COMPLETELY.
but.. for now, i indulge in my addiction. HEHH.
so... here are my LATEST FINDS!
first up, we have MANGA! and don't get me wrong, i don't really like them. the ONLY one i have trulyyy fell in love with is..
INUYASHA!
the rests, not so much.
so... here, i present you with the latest tv serial that was such a hit amongst teenage girls such as myself (just ask mel).
GOSSIP GIRL EDITION!
i think it's just the first copy so not all the characters have been introduced. so far, we have..
SERENA VAN DER WOODSEN
BLAIR WALDOLF (which doesn't look ANYTHING like her fyi!)
AND... our most LOVED..
CHUCK BASS!
yes.. they have done it. from tv hit shows to dolls and finally to MANGA. what's next hmm? and speaking of DOLLS..
here, i present you..
the LADY GAGA BARBIE COLLECTION!
stuff she wore before ALL on dolls!!
they even have the SAME hairstyle!!! and is it me or does lady gaga look like she's naked in this photo (above)?!!
i REALLY like this bow thing she does with her hair!! i tried the one xiaxue taught in the GUIDE TO LIFE series.
LOL. while i was trying to find that episode to share on this post, i accidentally clicked on this video she did a while back and it still makes me laugh like SHIT.
here's the ORIGINAL one.
it's really not THAT bad an impersonation really. hahahha.
i think they removed the whole guide to life series off youtube.. so it's clicknetworktv.com to view those shows!
NEXT UP, some things i thought were less amusing and more.. GROSS?? erm..????!!! and i thought a thing that was so thin a line was bad enough. they tried to make it LOOK cool.. they need to sack that guy who tried to make women look sexy in THAT number.
anyone for cake??
honestly, i may have this cake fetish like amanda prabs said but DEFINITELY NOT one like that! lol.
lastly, we have something more.. hmm.. well, it's been circulating around the net for a LONG time.. and it's definitely a topic well discussed at home.
WEiGHT ISSUES! (where the "i" is sooooo NOT small)
only, it's not my issues but this woman who got a little TOO negative about her body.
disheartening, disgusting, what more should i say? but what her best friend did on the other hand, was ENCOURAGING.
i wish i had a friend like that..
AND! don't get me wrong okay! i'm HAPPY with how i look and have NO thoughts of changing anything via drastic measures!!
so... the time of POINTY RED hats have arrived! and we have CAROLING and.. MUCH friendships and fun. it's NEVER Christmas without them..
so...
MERRYCHRISTMAS
(in advance! never know when I'll be updating again!)
Okayy.. I know I'm a little slow and stuff, but THIS is SO cuteeee!! so it's been a while since I went to her blog and I only went there 'cos Mel smsed me saying she took quite awhile before dragging herself away from her site, so i thought. WOW. Must be that interesting since Mel has a DAMN short attention span. (the incident at my house yesterday was the BEST example)
So the post I first read was her whole Hong Kong Disneyland trip where she got sponsored and stuff and it made me miss Disneyland too! As in the whole experience in Japan with my dad last year. The whole surreal feeling that is so peaceful and nice. It's that kind of feeling which I hope would never fade. That place is MAGICAL I tell you.. If you read her post, YOU'D wanna go too! There are two parts to the post but i think the second one is better so check them out!(Part #1) & (Part #2)
In case you still have NO IDEA who I'm talking about, she's WENDY CHENG or better known as XIAXUE, a famous Singaporean blogger who recently just won three awards (i think) at the NN awards. Really like some of the stuff she blogs.
ANYWAYS, enough about Disneyland, this is the CRUX of this post!
THE PROPOSAL!
it was SO sweet!! and through the video, you can totally see how they met, their whole relationship process (well, part of it at least) and it's SO sweet!! Definitely a MUST WATCH thing.
(click on picture to watch!)
if the page doesnt load or anything, here's the direct link to the site! i tried to find it on youtube (and if YOU found it, GOOD FOR YOU) but i couldn't so..
i think i've ignored this space long enough. but it's honestly not my fault! i just don't like blogging with the phone and it's a hassle to have to bug my brother to lend me his computer only to have to fight with my sister to use it. and yes, we all have our OWN laptops to use. but my sister and mine has been confiscated by my mum and they are MUCH slower than my brother's so we're happy using his. haha. for now that is.
ANYHOO.. i need to give a shout-out to some people,
AMANDAAAAAAAAA PRABSSSS!!
where have you been hmm?? haha. i just realised we haven't OFFICIALLY gone out together yet!! but i don't mind going over for a swim again! haha. so fun camwhoring and stuff that day! SOMETIME SOON PERHAPS?!!
maw and kara!!
haven't talked to EITHER of you in AGESSSSS.. don't wanna end up not talking anymore after that lor. we HAVE to meet up soon!! yes???
CHERYL!!!!!
are you even in singapore? i never know 'cos you always seem to fly around and i'm REALLY jealous. hmphhh.. let's go out okayyy?? hehh.
you SIX (sheela, wahidah,
rab,amanda and nava)
including ZAKIAH!
WHEN WE GOING OUT?? i haven't seen all of you (except amanda) since school.. i miss you girls like LOADS!!! we HAVE to stick to the outings we make!
MORNING TABLE GANG!! (justin, germ, liz and xp)
i think none of you read this space but.. wth. i REALLY hope we still sit together next year! even though i'm retaining and all! still hope we'll talk!!
YOU TWO SHOPAHOLICS!!!
(clemence and sahhh)
i hope we get to go out soon! i kinda miss going out to get manicures and pedicures for the fun of it and just window shopping! this includes mel of 'cos!
my little sms convo i had with that girl.
me: MELODYYYYYY!! how are you?? mel: she died alr. you didn't know? some friend you are... me: how'd she die then? isolation? lol. mel:died of boredom. you missed the funeral service too. me: wow. THAT bad huh.. so whom am i talking to then? mel: marc. me: hmm.. someone from a tv show again? mel:MAYBE. me: LOL. so.. let's go out sometime then okay? mel:which is WHEN? me: after church camp? mel: okay go make an appointment with my secretary.
LOL. she's really THAT bored. hahhaha.
H.O.W.!! we haven't had a proper cell since.. and i think none of you read this space too. but.. i really hope we can meet up soon as a cell!! or even better, GO OUT again!! haha.
last too most important people!
JO & ASHLYN!
i havent met you girls since.. )): also.. we made an agreement to meet up but we never followed up. haix.. i miss the days when we were table buddies and ashlyn kept leaning over to "listen" into the conversations jo and i were having.. then the teacher would always scold ME 'cos i was in the centre. and we would ALWAYS blame ashlyn for everything 'cos she was SO blur to deny anything. HAHA.
MEET UP SOON!!
okayyy.. i think i'm done. i need to go pack my bags now. the magical creature didn't appear. hmphh..
<------- this DEFINITELY shows me enthusiasm 
